Jhipsee here. Writing a blog with the hopes of nothing other than to put my feelings into thoughts and my thoughts into words. I've been thinking a lot lately about my single life. I've been single for the majority of my time on Earth and until recently, I was okay with that. See, I recently turned 23, the same age my mom was when she got married, and it has me feeling like I'm behind in the romance department. I've only had two boyfriends in my life, neither of which lasted more than 4 months. Both of them with man whores. One whom I just can't seem to get off of my mind. Its not that I want to be with him but I wonder why I wasn't the type he could settle down with. I mean he is NOT some great catch and I feel like I am. I just wonder if I'm going to be single forever. Will I ever find someone who I think is good enough for me and who wants me to be their everything? I mean my mom was happily married at my age in a relationship that would last 20+ years and I wake up every morning with an empty pillow to my right. I mean don't get me wrong the single life has been good to me. I've met a lot of fun people and realized a LOT of things that I don't want in someone. But at the end of the day, I do want someone. So I am going to make a promise to myself that this year I will give people chances that I wouldn't have before. I'm going to go out an do things that I was too scared to do. And I am going to actively try to find someone for me. Wish me luck.
.jhipsee.
